Outdoor Sex


You recommend outdoor sex
in Winchester , where the lake-view
bristles with reflected spruce,
the beach sand gnashes, the low hills
lurch north toward Keene .

As you describe
the experience, your eyes water
with joy. I wish I could apply
such imperial landscapes
to my otherwise surly outlook,
but my summer days lock like antlers
and bring each other crashing down.

Still, I value these conversations.
I value your sideways glance,
the rain on the office window,
the mental imagery I stash
unsorted to riffle through later,
perhaps when in a nursing home.

I especially like the crepe
of your expression as you describe
the beauties of your lover:
his elongated stance, his leather
carapace, his clumsy boots,
his favorite black rayon shirt.

I like to hear these stylings from you
because the rain on the window
casually frames the language
you exert with such care, testing
on me the phrases you’ll share
with that larger life on the streets
of Manhattan.

Sex by the lake
in Winchester? You wouldn’t waste
that designer flesh on mosquitoes                        
and sand fleas; but you’d test
the innocence I’m willing to feign
as long as rain beads your window
with such tiny shining worlds.