For Cesar Vallejo


It was stale, your bread.
When you wrote poetry, crust crumbs
got mixed in with it:
idiotically gritty.
Sometimes you blabbed in the shadows
of opera houses but you didn't go in.
Instead, you once made a poem
about observing a spider                                                                 
       
with a big abdomen croak.
You were a real nobody, how you came
paupering from Peru, scratched by awhile in France
then died, 1938, in an obsolete clinic
somewhere in Spain.
Your death was like your poetry:
ugly and reeking of pain.
Who gave you the right
to be like that,
sticking your nose in street ick
and preferring doorknobs to abstractions
and behaving like governments owed you something
just because you were poor?
What a monumental
ego you must have had!
Yes, it's interesting:  how although
your spittle was as meaningless as thin
wax incrustations in the ears of birds,
you nonetheless stared
magistrates in the eye and acted
with dignity, like a human.
I remember the poem you composed
for your little brother
who died:
it was
so gentle, nostalgic.
Better than most, you knew:
even slime like us can be poets
if we try.