The Banality of Existence - 11/06/07
There is no objective reality
or if there was it has been completely
discretely
displaced
by so many layers of deception
that now it is nothing more than a misconception
we have tainted reality by perceiving
allowing a pathetic animal understanding to taint the divine
Even now I continue this tradition of debasement
Feebly attempting to put the infinity that is this idea in a
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One
has to
wonder what the
half
-
life
of words to ideas to words to ideas is
When does complete
d e g r e d a t i o n
set in?
at what point does the symbol stop representing the idea and
become a lesser form of it?
it seems space and time and our perception of it are to a Polaroid
picture
as objective reality is to experiencing the moment captured so
crudely in the picture
our consciousness is the two dimensional circle that, when looked
at with objectivity beyond our understanding, is really just the view
of a spiral from the top
that is if the spiral existed in dimensions so easily described by
words such as top or bottom
if you could even fathom what the crude pictograph "spiral" truly is,
before it was made into the pathetic symbol it is now
primitive representations
lacking
in depth
we only exists in the way order has to exists as a result of true chaos
when order transitions into pure chaos the anti-structure of chaos
creates within it a structure. the structure attempts to organize the
chaos and finally as the limited perfection of order comes to full
bloom it realizes that pure order is chaos.
And
so
we
fall
further
down
the
spiral
in an unthinking (re)production (re)cycle
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matter and energy
these non-conscious parts of what we call existence
they are, without a better way to describe it, afraid
these non-entities fear their own non-existence
and so have doomed themselves, and this subjective reality, to
immortality
a never ending feedback loop(hole)
using the laws they are governed by, the laws we made for them,
they have, in a desperate moment, trapped all of this pathetic
existence into a never ending
|fatidic| universe in which nothing can be destroyed because all
destruction ends in creation.
we could not create a perpetual motion machine because we are the
mechanisms in that device
it is out prison
no rest for the weary
no TRUTHS no ENDINGS
Only a fractal of repeating patterns
By existing you give up freedom
By perceiving you give up understanding
By communicating you give up liberty
*So it is written as it has been countless times before and so it will
be written countless times more. This will only have meaning when
it has become completely meaningless.