Tennis

Once I found a broken-winged mocking bird beneath
our bed when I was awakened too early by someone I
knew only slightly, calling to ask if I'd like to play
tennis before the day grew too hot. I stood there naked
saying sure before I thought about it, looking over with
yearning at my sleep-swollen wife, hearing a small
puffing thud from underneath our bed: This injured bird
was mocking the flaccid sound of human
sleep-breathing as it threw itself against our mattress,
relentlessly attacking the seams and cotton batting.
My wife slept on while I pushed a broom under there,
trying to make the bird come out where I might catch
it. And what would I do when I caught it, what then?
Set it free? Throw it up into the air and watch it fall?
So after awhile I just left it under there--I was afraid I
would wake my wife with my racket; I knew the fierce
bird would probably die soon anyway; and I reminded
myself that my wife was better with wild birds than I
was. She was better with her hands, just better at
touching things. Her naked body on the bed there
almost distracted me as I pulled on my whites, but
then I heard my opponent at the door. We warmed up
quickly and played with fierce enthusiasm. Then we
rested and played some more. The day was so hot we
lost track of the hour, we wore ourselves thin with
running. By the time I got home my children were all
grown up, my wife had packed and moved out, taken
what was hers, remarried and moved away. She hadn't
left a note. The TV was blaring on the same talk show
as usual, but everything else in the entire house was
gone.