Streetwalker

“ The guys look like girls
And the girls look like guys
And I can’t find a date because
The guys around here are all fags”

My streetwalking friend tells me
She has a black eye and a purple bruise
Over the bridge of her nose,
Some guy punched her and the eye and the
Bruises look very bad

“When he punched me, blood sprouted out
Everywhere and I couldn’t see anything;
I thought it was broken but it’s all right,
I didn’t know if the guy was tryin to rob me or
what
Some guy stopped his car and asked me if I
wanted to
Go to the hospital; but I told him to just take
me
Home and not to worry about it
I got home and washed my face and took a
few Tylenol
I don’t know if my insurance will cover it,
But I’m goin to the hospital tomorrow; I can
take the
Tylenol for the pain, but what’s really worryin
Me is this damn double vision; he kicked me in
the head
Once, then I thought things were going to get
really ugly
But he stopped.”

I feel bad for her; she’s been homeless for a
couple
Of months and she was hooking for some
money to pay
The rent; there’s no anger or sadness in her
voice;
Matter of fact she tries to cheer me up and
proposition
Me for a hand job or a blowjob; but I can’t do it
This time; she needs money for cigarettes and
a soda,
So I give her the money for that; then I hug her
and tell
Her to be more careful out there and I hope
She feels better

I leave and while I am walking away, I think
about her
Calm demeanor and how she accepts her fate
as
Calmly as animal reared in a jungle; if it was
me
I would be raging and bitchin and wanting to
murder
Everyone who I see, as my buzz wears off
I began to feel very bad