PG-13


I’ve accepted my sentence as a soft language poet.

A poet who doesn’t drink Jack Daniels or smoke

cigarettes. A poet who drives a lawn mower, and

wears a suit and tie to work. I can’t write a war

poem or rage against the man.


Oh I have tried angry poetry. I have studied the squalor

of street people. I have gotten drunk at the National

Liquor Bar, and tried to infuse myself with Bukowski,

but I was born with a weak evil spirit. I buy the rounds,

order the taxi home, discover the smelly fellow next

to me has words as filled with hope and fancy as do I.


I can’t write them apart from me. I cannot rage and

foam and screw about them all. I am cursed by seeing

myself in you.