Moving Bodies

There's no one else home, so you walk around your
large house from room to room and around again,
touching familiar objects, touching yourself, humming,
thinking thoughts that disappear as soon as you think
them. Your body feels well-muscled and sleek under
your new clothes, and you think about that, too, as you
walk around, think about how strange and distant your
body sometimes seems to you, how deeply its
functions fascinate even as they distance you from it,
your body, the only ground you're sure your self knows,
if indeed it knows anything at all. And right now in a
distant city, in an office at the top of a glinting
skyscraper, a woman you wouldn't even recognize
remembers how you danced one mid-winter afternoon,
by yourself in the middle of a waxed gymnasium floor,
to the Spanish music from the janitor's transistor
radio, how you twirled and smiled and then looked
across the gym at her, suddenly embarrassed, turned
and walked away. And she looks out her window, down
across the city, and she sees you clearly, the way you
turned away, and she feels again the urge to run after
you, to grab your arm, to ask you please to dance with
her. And even as she thinks of you, whose name she's
probably never known, you hear a salsa melody, you
start dancing in your living room.