Inertia


Soon I’ll have to wake up
This Sunday morning and go out there
To the supermarkets, the gas stations
And the drug stores
And when I go to these places
I will feel belly sick and belly cold
And people will stare at me and my face
Because people are bored and tired
And I am bored and tired
And it’s the middle of winter
And it’s cold and over cast out,
As the snow covers the windows and hoods
Of cars, and the ground and the asphalt
As the crisp air bites the bones of everyone
And I would rather be on a beach in Brazil
But all the faces will stand against me
And I’ll be unable to cheer up the young pretty girl
Who takes my money at the drug store,
As I wonder what she will like to be when she grows
Up, and I haven’t been able to match my ideal
The paradigm of my ideal shattered
Along time ago
Well things are not all bad
Some people tell me that I write well
And some of my poems have been seen over the
Internet
And in some little magazines
And these things are fine
But it won’t make an old car start
Up this morning, and it won’t make a meager
Paycheck, from a meager job pay more
And it won’t make the weather outside
This day, be a little warmer,
And it won’t put me in my own home
Were I can type and think
With some silence,
And it won’t relieve a large part of my boredom
But it is something that brightens my day a bit
And this is important to remember—
To do something that shines your day of bit
No matter how good or bad you have it